Current level of inspiration to blog: zero.
What’s going on?
I want to blog. I want to write up a long, exciting post that fills you in on everything I’ve been doing and leaves you with a positive thought to carry along with you. I want, I want, I want…
But I can’t.
While things in my career are picking up again, things in my personal life are falling apart. It feels like deja-vu. Everything I had finally escaped seems to be beginning once again. I hate it. Anxiety and fear are clouding the excitement of rediscovering my passion for living. All of the freedom and positivity I’ve become accustomed to feels out of reach. I want it back. I’m determined to get it back.
I know this isn’t what you want to hear. My blog is supposed to be a place for inspiration.
But I’m not perfect.
I have bad days too. And lately I’ve had a lot. I’m letting circumstances that are out of my control directly affect my mood and energy. That’s not okay. So, I’m saying this to you and to myself:
Never, ever let somebody else be in control of your happiness.
Let’s all make a pact to take hold of life’s reigns again. Let’s feel whatever negativity we’re dealing with and allow it to pass. We’ll learn from it, grow from it, and become stronger because of it.
The storm always passes.
Here’s to…that (whatever that was)…